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saavypeanut 9 points submitted 20 days ago

Yes, I brought it up to my therapist two/three years ago after my first major hospitalization. There, my therapist finally disclosed my diagnosis of depression and c ptsd. Although appropriate, I felt like that was just forcing all the puzzle pieces together. When I brought up BPD she told me I really didn match the diagnosis for BPD canada goose parka uk so I let it go.

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Yeah, we revisited BPD. Once the diagnosis was confirmed then I was introduced to a whole new set of vocabulary that was almost life changing. The puzzle pieces snapped together and things started making sense.

My only stable consolation is that my social phobia overrides my borderline impulse to throw the tantrums I actually want to throw. So everyone knows me as that polite and patient little angel when in actual fact I a passive aggressive bitch who will gladly drown and sink herself if it means I can take you with me.

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Canada Goose Coats On Sale I think I said the phrase “I just want something good in my life” to my ex like 20 times since I been here. So yeah, we are “high functioning” BPD, until we are not. Canada Goose Coats On Sale

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No offence, but American private insurance system is one of my worst nightmares.

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I so sorry about your friend. I used to have a friend who was dating someone with schizophrenia and just watching him go through everything was horrible. He canada goose outlet ontario eventually found medication that worked but he seemed so over medicated.

I always wish they would do more research into permanent fixes for certain mental disorders, even if it brain surgery. But I think pharmaceutical companies are perfectly happy with all the money they make on mentally ill people taking all these pills. I do hope they make some big breakthroughs soon with mental health research though. And I hope the stigma on personality disorders get better. Mental health care is way better than it was 50 years ago but it still sucks.

Since those with BPD tend to have a really fragile sense of self, I use that to my advantage when I ready to spiral by binge watching comedies. My life saver was actually Broad City. Binged it this last February after being hospitalized for two weeks with suicidal intent, discharged, and was ready to go on a self destructive literal road trip to California. The show chilled me out and made everything feel like a light hearted sitcom for awhile.

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saavypeanut 1 point submitted 28 days ago

I been trying to do my best to no over work myself, but it difficult. I stopped going out with friends so I can prioritize rest, and I have one day set aside for some of my major work projects. Even the, I still find the migraines debilitating. It severely affecting my ability to work :/

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compassionatevillain 4 points submitted 1 month ago

As hard as it is to believe it will take more than just snapping once to irreparably damage the relationship. It sounds like you have a lot of things to work through with her. This is a very clear starting point, for both of you, and may have really got the message through. Don feel so bad. Take some time to breathe, recoup, canada goose outlet shop unblock, apologize for what you sorry for, and then be clear that you unhappy and you need more support and more respect of boundaries.

Don feel bad. It sounds like you in a tough spot. Most things are not irreparable as black and white thinking and perfectionism would have us otherwise believe!!

You guys will get through this and honestly, you end up being in a better place. Even if that place means you end up having to move on. But at least you can talk about it now canada goose outlet store calgary.